Missing it

There are so many things that have been changed due to the Coronavirus Pandemic, but the thing I miss more than anything else is going to school. I never thought I’d say this, but I legitimately want to go back to school as soon as it is safe to do so. I’ll admit that at the start of this back in mid March, I was quite excited to not have school for a while, but now, I see that I was very naive to want this. I was anticipating that this would be like a sort of Summer vacation or Spring Break 2.0, but this has not felt like a vacation, nor a break at all. Without going to school or going out, I don’t really have anything to do. Every week has become a cycle of waking up, going on my phone, eating, going back on my phone, eating, going on my phone, going to bed, and repeating, with some schoolwork sprinkled in at the start of the week. All the days just blend together, and it just ends up being dull and unrelieving. It would actually be really nice to have something to do during the week to help me pass the time. I would argue that even though this is far less enjoyable than the typical Spring Break or Summer Vacation, they’re actually quite similar, with the exception of one difference. For example, the level of schoolwork assigned in a given week is quite negligible, and I can usually get it all done on Monday. This leaves me the rest of the week to lay in bed and do nothing. This is not terribly different from what I’d do on other extended breaks from school. The one main difference between the average Spring Break and this break is not being able to see all my friends. When school comes back to being in classroom, I’m really looking forward to reconnecting with them in person. But, for the time being, I’ve been limited to virtual meetings or seeing them from afar. Humans are social beings and it really takes a toll on us to go for long periods of time without seeing and interacting with one another. To summarize, although I was rather happy for school to be moved online at the start, it has been so much more dull than I was expecting, to the point where it is the thing that I want back the most.

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